2014 another post

Its year 2014. the last time i write was in year 2012...Today I went through my old mail. found lots of nostalgic stuff.letters from my best friends. correspondences to my sister (which is the hardest to read) and my un post letter to my ex. Its amazing how you can feel emotions from these old letters. I kinda enjoy going through them.

Today its the first time in 4 months the better half is away from me..got lots of time to do self reflection. makes me appreciate the things that are going around, and also appreciate the better half;) had tea with papa, cant believe how lucky I've been in life. I'm just blogging randomly. anyway whoever that is reading this, You wont find this interesting, I'm writing for myself.

I think the next round i'm gonna write my toughts down will be after the CMPC course.

Toot toot year 2012, now another new chapter. Everyday is another new chapter for me. 2011 onwards has been a good year seriously.

Things are better better better life couldnt be sweeter. still dont have much not living on much but am living on happiness and occasionally tears and heart brokeness.. But I.. I believe in love and that makes things, everything so possible. (sound so idealistic) Planning to change the post theme for this blog. will be less about me but more on the things people make me laugh.

Running playpen has been wonderful for the past 1 and a half year. the children are funny and I think I should journal it down. that's one.

My boyfriend makes me laugh to, with his business idea. I'm going to journal that down too.( unless he breaks up with me then, I'll journal bad things about him..tee hee;)

My friends, the crazy thing I could be doing with them. My sisters, My two crazy lovable sisters and their funny annoying ways, and lastly my dad and grandma who never fails to drive me up the wall in many different funny ways..

Post B'day

Smurfs remember that cartoon:)

I can no longer sleep past 8

Realisation

I realized.........

1. That life is beautiful and sometimes in the hardest time there really is a light.
2. Blogging is not safe after all especially if you put in your full name (which is what I am going to do exactly after this)
3. You can get anything or everything perfect, so I wonder here if things are not perfect do you just settled for it? That would mean I will be settling for something substandard, and I doit like sub standard when you can get super standard.
4. I should ask God abt no 3 when I see him
5.Some ppl can just forget how it feels like, am i so insignificant
6.Many out there still have the heart to love and be loed
7. My Dell keyboard is super sucky... the V is not working and you need V when you type loe..I meant loVE... you seee you seeeee
8. My mind is half occupied with noises from the kids at MPP (You seee you seee.....sit on the bench)...lame
9.It's therapeutic to blog (oooh and that annoying car alarm)
10.CPS you are a jerk although you will always be the best (that's credit for you) same goes to you KK (roll eyes* scrooge)
10. There's some one that knows of the existence of this blog and you know yourself.. you are not suppose to read this


Happy Birthday K

Now I feel better

Stalking

Facebook stalking, I wonder if anyone will ever get discovered... I wonder how do we reach someone when we just know them via Facebook when we just see them once.


damn hate being a girl, cant ask ppl out....

2011 already

Oh look it's already 2011, and so much has happened... duh...

So let's recap what have I done in the past 2 years

1. Broke up with my high school ex ( That was honestly a real drama...)
2. Stopped being a drama queen because of incident 1
3. Still trying to stop being a drama queen
4. Stop spending my time at the airport (Because I quit, sort of quit my job)
5. Landed my dream job, (which i found out is NOT AT ALL GLAMOROUS, but am happy, but...)
6. Dated a CLEO Bachelor for 10 Months... sigh I really liked him A LOT
7. Moved house, got a dog, and started being annoyed at my dad
8. Decided to read up law (I just submitted my application when I'm writing this)
9. I now spend 10% of my time on Facebook looking at pictures throwing comments whenever I can (Hey no work stress...)
10. As of right now I'm looking to get myself involve in some new stuff... no idea what but something new.

I'm like turning 26 in a month, I know I'm young but darn this nagging noise at the back of my head keeps on making me think I'm getting old. I dont think I've regretted any decision I've made so far in life, well mistakes are meant to be made so that I can learn, but I fear for the future.

I think that's why I'm afraid to age. The past 3 years have been tough on me in terms of work, relationship (Yes especially relationship) and Job Wise(This too was a major headache). I know exactly what I want but sometimes, actually most of the time for me things hardly turn out the way I want it and it seems like I have to work twice as hard (Like why GOD... WHY).

So GOD can I tell my fortune... Just for today.. Please...

-Karen as God-

SO Karen, 2011 will be a good year for you because

1. You have changed your job and you will be prospering in your new business:)
2. You will be reading Law before the end of the year
3. You will meet the guy of your dreams (Someone that will be worthy of you that will sweep you off your feet to the clouds, yes and he will be the one:)
4. Your fantastic sisters and friends will always be there to support you
5. You will always be special and super special despite your weirdness
6. You will be much prettier and looking more younger
7. Best of all you will be the happiest person, and you will continue to become happier for the rest of your life:)


I love you so much K.. I really do


Love

Karen

Typo Errors

Realized I have this bad typing habit, with gazzilion typo error. Opening the blog after like a yaer made me realized how weird my writing style was.. and I think its still going to be like that (and see there is another TYPO arror on the yaer (there this year) arrgh whatever....ooh and arror *error

OOh I found mom on Sunday, just before her birthday. I think its the best B'day present we could have given her. Should start posting up pics..