2014 another post

Its year 2014. the last time i write was in year 2012...Today I went through my old mail. found lots of nostalgic stuff.letters from my best friends. correspondences to my sister (which is the hardest to read) and my un post letter to my ex. Its amazing how you can feel emotions from these old letters. I kinda enjoy going through them.

Today its the first time in 4 months the better half is away from me..got lots of time to do self reflection. makes me appreciate the things that are going around, and also appreciate the better half;) had tea with papa, cant believe how lucky I've been in life. I'm just blogging randomly. anyway whoever that is reading this, You wont find this interesting, I'm writing for myself.

I think the next round i'm gonna write my toughts down will be after the CMPC course.

Toot toot year 2012, now another new chapter. Everyday is another new chapter for me. 2011 onwards has been a good year seriously.

Things are better better better life couldnt be sweeter. still dont have much not living on much but am living on happiness and occasionally tears and heart brokeness.. But I.. I believe in love and that makes things, everything so possible. (sound so idealistic) Planning to change the post theme for this blog. will be less about me but more on the things people make me laugh.

Running playpen has been wonderful for the past 1 and a half year. the children are funny and I think I should journal it down. that's one.

My boyfriend makes me laugh to, with his business idea. I'm going to journal that down too.( unless he breaks up with me then, I'll journal bad things about him..tee hee;)

My friends, the crazy thing I could be doing with them. My sisters, My two crazy lovable sisters and their funny annoying ways, and lastly my dad and grandma who never fails to drive me up the wall in many different funny ways..

Post B'day

Smurfs remember that cartoon:)

I can no longer sleep past 8

Realisation

I realized.........

1. That life is beautiful and sometimes in the hardest time there really is a light.
2. Blogging is not safe after all especially if you put in your full name (which is what I am going to do exactly after this)
3. You can get anything or everything perfect, so I wonder here if things are not perfect do you just settled for it? That would mean I will be settling for something substandard, and I doit like sub standard when you can get super standard.
4. I should ask God abt no 3 when I see him
5.Some ppl can just forget how it feels like, am i so insignificant
6.Many out there still have the heart to love and be loed
7. My Dell keyboard is super sucky... the V is not working and you need V when you type loe..I meant loVE... you seee you seeeee
8. My mind is half occupied with noises from the kids at MPP (You seee you seee.....sit on the bench)...lame
9.It's therapeutic to blog (oooh and that annoying car alarm)
10.CPS you are a jerk although you will always be the best (that's credit for you) same goes to you KK (roll eyes* scrooge)
10. There's some one that knows of the existence of this blog and you know yourself.. you are not suppose to read this


Happy Birthday K

Now I feel better

Stalking

Facebook stalking, I wonder if anyone will ever get discovered... I wonder how do we reach someone when we just know them via Facebook when we just see them once.


damn hate being a girl, cant ask ppl out....

2011 already

Oh look it's already 2011, and so much has happened... duh...

So let's recap what have I done in the past 2 years

1. Broke up with my high school ex ( That was honestly a real drama...)
2. Stopped being a drama queen because of incident 1
3. Still trying to stop being a drama queen
4. Stop spending my time at the airport (Because I quit, sort of quit my job)
5. Landed my dream job, (which i found out is NOT AT ALL GLAMOROUS, but am happy, but...)
6. Dated a CLEO Bachelor for 10 Months... sigh I really liked him A LOT
7. Moved house, got a dog, and started being annoyed at my dad
8. Decided to read up law (I just submitted my application when I'm writing this)
9. I now spend 10% of my time on Facebook looking at pictures throwing comments whenever I can (Hey no work stress...)
10. As of right now I'm looking to get myself involve in some new stuff... no idea what but something new.

I'm like turning 26 in a month, I know I'm young but darn this nagging noise at the back of my head keeps on making me think I'm getting old. I dont think I've regretted any decision I've made so far in life, well mistakes are meant to be made so that I can learn, but I fear for the future.

I think that's why I'm afraid to age. The past 3 years have been tough on me in terms of work, relationship (Yes especially relationship) and Job Wise(This too was a major headache). I know exactly what I want but sometimes, actually most of the time for me things hardly turn out the way I want it and it seems like I have to work twice as hard (Like why GOD... WHY).

So GOD can I tell my fortune... Just for today.. Please...

-Karen as God-

SO Karen, 2011 will be a good year for you because

1. You have changed your job and you will be prospering in your new business:)
2. You will be reading Law before the end of the year
3. You will meet the guy of your dreams (Someone that will be worthy of you that will sweep you off your feet to the clouds, yes and he will be the one:)
4. Your fantastic sisters and friends will always be there to support you
5. You will always be special and super special despite your weirdness
6. You will be much prettier and looking more younger
7. Best of all you will be the happiest person, and you will continue to become happier for the rest of your life:)


I love you so much K.. I really do


Love

Karen

Typo Errors

Realized I have this bad typing habit, with gazzilion typo error. Opening the blog after like a yaer made me realized how weird my writing style was.. and I think its still going to be like that (and see there is another TYPO arror on the yaer (there this year) arrgh whatever....ooh and arror *error

OOh I found mom on Sunday, just before her birthday. I think its the best B'day present we could have given her. Should start posting up pics..

Found my Blog After a yaer

Woo Hoo found my blog after a year..
1 yaer thisga have changed:

1. Spend half of my time in Singapore now
2. Lost weight, became a health freak (running is part of my routine now)
3. I am paying for rent and car installment
4. Not sure if I am in a real relationship or a makebelief relationship
5. 1/4 of my time is soent in the airport-__-""
6. I am 24 this year..24 sigh

Roti canai Attemp

MY Attempt to make Roti canai...

Behold the dough (looks like the real stuff at the shop right)
This is like roti tisu.. a bit burnt but you have got to admit with limited stuff that i have in my dorm kitchen it look good right




The real Roti canai..i dunno how to make it round but my roomie says its delicious...


Roti canai anyone?

Stupid junior video.. who the hell would pay to go for their concert....

Marathon with STUPID JUNIOR

last Saturday I Decided to keep fit and go marathon with Super Junior AKA Stupid Junior.. Look at them

Handsome meh.. Look so damn stupi.. Cannot sing cannot dance..and how can they call themself boyband they have 12 people.. might as well call theself ochestra or choir...During concert they only lip sing..wanna lip sing also sing a song sung by girl.. they think we foreigners are soo stupid arr..Anyway i tought it was gonna be fun.. you know charity run with some hot korean superstar..



So this was what happen.. Here we go running with them after their concert at midnight.. Look soo fun right.. I was also happy.. look at my hair... pretty and all shiny..I can summore dance and run man..We got this yellow t shirt given to us by the TV station and it actually cost 20,000 woan like RM 60.. made with low quality cotton but designed by ANDRE KIM..some great Korean designer...I didn't know who was ANDRE.. i tought he is some cacat guy on the wheel chair.. u know a person who we were running for...

I heard from my frens and their crazy fans that super junior can dance very well.. Damce well=High Stamina = No problem in running the marathon

BUT..This was what happened after like 7 minutes..We were given the "privilage"to run brhind them and when they stop we had to stop too..Sheesh..

Stop summore like 15 minutes...after that they started again...btw did i mention that they only walk.. they dont run.. they only run when the camera faces them..

But when they attempted to run for the camera.. This is what happened...Kaki cramp after 10 minutes.. SO bodoh.. and then they ask us DONT TAKE PICTURES but as usual me being a kepoci decided to go all out and get this picture..BTW the TV station Seoul Broadcasting System was the one who arranged this stupid marathon mainly for SJ Publisity...We are suppose to be colorful decoration to offset the boring korean fans..I dont know what were they thinking a 19 hour marathon from 12 midnight to 6pm..

After running aka walking for like 3 hours or so we were given time to rest (no wonder the marathon is like 19 hours rest so damn banyak..Aww look at us we were all soo tired resting by the side of the Han river with a temperature of like 10 degrees..I was soo pandai summore wore shorts cause i tought we were like gonna run all the way..(that means wearing shorts not too bad la)

BUT.. this was what made me soo UPSET.. we were resting at the exact same place with those bunch of STUPID JUNIORS but hey they get to sleep and rest in a tent WITH a masseuse with blankets for 2 hours with coke warm ramyon n kimbabp with proper chairs.. and WE.. we hadto sleep right outside their tent..

SBS the TV station can't even produce us some blankets or Chairs..

And look at the poor fans..they marathoned in high heels n mini skirt and end up resting beside the road under a bridge which is way worst than us..(At least we dont have cars passing by us apart from that we were as bad as them)

That was when we the Ajou student tought we should leave and boycott them..and yeah we just left.. we took a cab back to Suwon which cost us like 40,000 woan abt RM 120.00 never again will I join a marathon wth an unclear cause.. Apparently after that i heard that the charity body actually pulled out from the event as well.. So it was mainly publisity..

2 and a half

Its been a while.. and I'm really getting the hang of being in Korea.. I think I would function really well if I could speak Korean here. Anyway just celebrated my birthday.. Yippee I'm finally 23 years old..

Actually I'm worried turning 23.. I'm gonna have to work and earn a living for my life:( Plus I have to go back to Malaysia and finish my Thesis...I tought i was a bit of an anti social here..I try to avoid drinking session, I go shopping alone, butamazingly when it was my birthday everybosy seemed to remember.. Make me feel Damn popular

Here is my present list:

• A cute blouse
• A Tshirt that says hip hip hooray
• 5 pair of socks
• A pot of Carnation that has a ribbon attached to it and it says Happy Parents Day ( I ask Pedro and Juan why they got me this pot with this particular greeting they say they tought it said HAPPY KAREN"S DAY IN KOREAN -_-") dunno if they are joking or not.
• A lipstick and a lip gloss set
• A bottle of lotion
• A bottle of wine from the French man
• Some baby book (Some guy got me this and didnt know what it is)
• 2 box of chocolates
• A cute pooh bear..damn cute but I'm gonna give it to Joshua so that I can spare the bear from being kicked by me from my bed.
• A photo frame
• And to top that all up...I got 2 B'day cake WHOOOPIE
• And baha present me a bottle of Orange juice for my B'day
• A swedish moose pen
• An electric mini fan
• An art book
• Ohhh... and to top it all..I got 2 b'day cake...wooopie

I din really take pics cause i wasnt well prepared...But honestly i felt soo bad for getting present because i hardly even talk to some of them..and summore I didn't really like Baha and always kutuk him to my frens..

In the end i decided to belanja some ppl.. My favourite Thai frens and 2 more guys..manatau after belanja them 20 ppl came...(At that time i kinda panicla) I tought must belanja all.. Diela..

But all went well.. they bought me beers and every1 paid for their share... PHEW!

Some experience for me I never had 20 ppl or more celebrating my B'day.. the last time i had that is was when i was like 15..a suprise party with my sekolah menengah frens..

Few things I learn from living in Korea

1. I learn to speak proper English..without my la's
2. My alcohol tolerance went up
3. I learn to act dumb
4. I learn to shout CHOGIYO! ( excuse me) to grab any koreans attention
5. And pale pale(fast fast)I learn that word cause Koreans are always on the go.
6. I learn the secret on how to make nice Bulgogi...(I'll make it for you when i get back)
7. best part.. I lost 2 kgs..

Tonight I'm gonna participate in this 19 hour Marathon with Super junior...dont laugh..I know i dont run.. but memang pun i dont wanna run.. I just walk..

Hari ini Dalam Sejarah

Hari ini saya terasa/ teringin memblog dalam bahasa Malaysia.. Oleh kerana saya seringkali melakukan kesilapan ejaan dalam blog bahasa ingeris( saya tak tahu eja "english" dalam BM) saya akan cuba memblog dalam bahasa melaya

dan melihat serta membuat hipotesis samada kurangkah kesilapan saya dalam bahasa melayu berbanding bahasa ingerris

Nama jejaka ini Taeil..saya banyak menerima permintaan untuk meletakkan gambar jejaka korea yang terhensem.. Taeil ini adalah jejaka korea yang agak hansem dan tampan...(sebenarnya Blh tahan sajalah..tetapi dalam 20 orang lelaki korea hanya ada 1 yang boleh tahan dalam 100 hanya ada satu yang tampan) oleh itu taeil ini boleh dikatakan agak tampan ok..malangnya apabila saya suruh dia membuat aksi (pose) yang semachonya untuk gambar, secara aslinya dia membuat aksi sebegitu-_-"

Lepas 4 syot baru saya dapat gambar yang tak nampak Pondan...

Pada hujung minggu lepas, kita semua pergi ke Panju.. Di tempat ini boleh nampak jalan keretapi untuk pergi ke Pyongyang..sangat mengujakan...ada gambar tetapi malas nak melatakkannya di blog ini sebab ini Blog Bodoh.. setaip kali saya nak letak gambar atau video blog ini mesti memberi saya masalah

Sebelum kita pergi panju, kita orang ada singgah satu tempat yang sangat unik
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Cheng cheng CHENG! MUSEUM SENI EROTIK

Nampak sangat mengujakan kan??

Bagi saya yang kekadang berminda kotor banayk yang saya imaginasikan dan mangharapkan dari museum ini :)








antara barang pameran dan hiasan utama Museum ini...-_-" sangat mengujakan

Coli dan seluar dalam kepunyaan mendiang nenek kebayan...




saya ada banyak lagi cerita yang bodoh bodoh..



Teatpi saya akan blog pada minggu depan.. Jumpa Lagi..










Smurf.. Kartun kegemaran saya semasa kecil

everland light parade

Was meant to upload this a while ago...Everland at night...

I'm bad at taking photographs.. in fact i dont like photography at all..This time arond is really spring adee...flowers starting to bloom so I PROMISE ill carry my camera...

Btw Chen..if you are reading this.. i think i lost the camera cover...sumwhere in the room..

Today i went and teach in this home skool a bunch of Korean boys very mischieveos boys.. they kept on laughing at me.. i was wondering what the hell!!! they drive me crazy because they dont understand me at all... but rupa rupanya my pants was unzip-_-"

My friend also had the same headache experience.. went and teach a kindy..4 year old kids who can't really speak english except for "what is your name" My friend very nice say "my name is Adam" but they kept on asking again and again..okla my freind layan la.. but untill one point the kids started asking him "Adam what is your name Adam?" -_-"really "ciat lat" these korean kids...

U guys will be wondering what i'm uploading.. the stupid video cannot upload again

the everland video finally

Moonlite parade in everland.. that was the best parade i've seen;)

Once upon a time there was this really pretty kingdom...Everland kingdom.

This is Everland Kingdom.. Look how pretty and colourful it is...

The kingdom is so pretty it has lots of flowers especially Tulips

Everybody in this Kingdom is happy and perfect, even the cleaners they hired are fairies...Can you see the fairy..

Aiya damn sian to blog nice nice d... this silly blogging thing i have no patience to understand how this stupid blog runs on this stupid small window..Issk.. anyway i went to everland.. wanted to ride the world steepest roller coaster

and GUess what i beratur like 30 mins for it and finally got on it and it got stck.. STUCK on the way up 77 degrees halfway..because of a BIRD on the track!so we had to get down...the next day i wanted to get on it but the queue was 120 MINUTES.. thre goes my stupid ride..

Anyways... i got to ride on the merry go round and had a fair share of cotton candy and theme park food.. reminds me of my roller coater tycoon game lastime...


so we all live happily ever after..





The end....

phewww....

It has been an extremely packed week for me.. Field trips, cultural classes the list is endless.. nevertheless i still pretty much enjoyed myself..I enjoy studying here and even my part time job.. Kinda think about it, i could actually make money and live in this country( If I bothered to learn KOREAN)Koreans they are nice to you if you know them..if not they will just give you a straight face ( that's actually their secret for having wrinkeless face you know)
Last weekend we had a field trip to some Jong Buk Palace (I'm bad at korean names) Not badla the place.. I seriously tell you guys that Korean Universities really treat their international students like royalties here... ESPECIALLY if you can speak good english amd even more special if you can speak GOOD AMERICAN ENGLISH..They even give you free high quality jacket man..Im so proud to be part of AJOU *sniff* UKM mean must pay 30 Ringgit for that jacket d;(
Its some ancient Korean palace that is about 600 years old.. was pretty tired that day actually because got some yellow wind fenomena.. so the sand keeps on getting into my eye.. The guards here are lke the Buckhingam Palace guards.. only that the look more KENG with their fake beard and all.. tried to take a pic behind the ancient guards.. but the "modern" guards, aka security guards of the palace scold me for trying to get a "peek a boo shot. I'm only allowed to stand beside him.. (Aiya forgot to turn the photo)"
Look Korean baby.. cute right.. their parent even took the liberty to chnage the baby in a cute Korean dress robe so I can snap nicer picture with the boy (they must be some proud parents)

But actually the baby cried and cried while changing.. but the parents are so determined to get the boy changed in the prince costume..( aiya forget to turn the pic again)

See wearing skirt with Mickey Mouse shoe again.. I think I look quite nice though...See I'm so short.. Those are suedes.. they are really tall but NO ASS!
That's my snack/ dinner.. guess how much is that stupid stick of pineapple.. # bucks man.. # freaking Ringgit.. I could buy 2 pineapple with that money back home..

boring

It's still very cold here, though i've strted wearing sandals out and miniskirts without stockings...I have a bloody nose every morning.. Think it's because of the weather..Also i think i lost a hell lot of weight with my instant noodle and kimbab diet.. i tought i would be fat considering the fact that i eat loads of junk for the past few days.. lazy to plug my camera so no pics la..maybe tomorolah..when i'm free...

Plastic surgery

2 things Like being in Korea:

1.They made me 2 years younger..Look at my ID card..(they said its ok)Yea!! i can date men who are younger than me

2. They make an effort to made me look more BEAUTIFUL. I Couldn't recognise my picture if it wasnt the croocked teeth i had (that 1 really cannot help it d..) PRESENTING Korean Karen !

OMG im Korean.. actually not sure what i look like now..

No Pimples..

I wish they made me look more tan...

Canggih Esprit Jacket

I think I've sort of overused my black Jacket

Thursday

Friday

Saturday

Sunday

OMG..where is my Fashion Sense!

Monday

Looks a bit different..oh yeah it's the skirt..but believe it or not i Paired this out fit with my mickey mouse sneakers..

OH NOOO!!Korea has made me into a nice decent person with decent clothes..I can't wait for Spring!